Tuesday, February 9, 2010

having faith...

The theme of this year for me is faith. To have more, to follow examples of, and to grow in faith. Last year my faith struggled, actually it still is. My faith in a God that is good has wavered, and I'm not ashamed to admit that - now.
It's just hard to trust that the circumstances I find myself in are ordained by a loving God who has systematically planned my life, and that He has it all working out for good. It's hard, but at the same time I pray for faith in God's system. I pray that He will enable me to believe that things will all work out for good even when my faith is pushed beyond what I perceive as my limits. And while my feelings are valid, they aren't rooted in truth.

1 comment:

  1. When the dark chapter closes you will be able to look back and see God's hand in it all. Sometimes all you can rest in is those simple truths that Jesus loves you and that is OK. Blessings to you, sis!

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