So, at work, one of pastors asked me to pull some data for him of all the single guys at our church. A simple task, but when I gave it to him, he joked with me about trying to find me a husband. I laughed, but replied, "you're not going to find it in there." He laughed, and said "you're pretty emphatic about that." And while I may have seemed a little harsh, I couldn't help but think how little he understands about being single, 30, and in a smaller church like ours. Like, finding a husband is as easy as picking a name off a list? Or I haven't been looking since I began going to Calvary six years ago? Not so.
I have been looking. I have put myself out there. I've been trying. And I've been hurt, rejected, and I'm still alone. So, when I say you won't find it in that list, I'm serious. There's nothing there for me.
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